Such is life

Lately I’ve been but a mess. Invisible to most and visible to uncaring eyes.

Hmm

when am I going to move on..?

I guess i still have hope in me.. So even thought everything is clearly against me. I’ll continue to care..

Sorry for being such a ….

That moment….. You begin to wonder when did you lose your meaning. How did you become so worthless… You have no answer so you just stare at the ceiling in complete silence as you die inside
What the fuck is wrong with you people..
One day I decide to enter a social site… Some random girl entered the chat room.. and even before I got the chance to say “Hi” she says.. ” I’ll be your slave, give me some money and I’ll work for you, ask me anything and I’ll do it ” Then she started posting some pictures, etc.. For God’s sake, she was a 14 year old girl..

I don’t know if it was some kind of a joke, I don’t know if it was a sexually- frustrated girl but either way it makes me sick.

I’m so tired of people trying to manipulate others with sex. And the worst part of it is that.. it seems to only get worse with time. Seriously.. this sucks..

I listen to my music really loud so I can drown out my own thoughts.